on the tram. where i think.
Saturday, July 17, 2004
the dampness in my eyes the kiddy sports day was kinda cool for me today.. all the cute lil kids and stuff.. hah. from what i saw today.. being a parent is like one of the greatest joy in life.. nothing but of smiles. : )
alvin kept saying today that i looked depressed... i guess i was. i've been really overwhelmed with trepidation and apprehension today.. i've injured my hand quite a few times b4, but this time.. its feels really different. what if i cant play the guitar like i used to when the cast is finally removed? the more i thought i about it, the more i felt a sense a fear. i was so afraid.. so afraid...
it had always been a dream to play the guitar to serve God... i've always prayed for it. now that i am.. i cant imagine it being taken away from me just like that.. sounds wimpy... but if it's to happen... i'd cry.
thats why i really thank God for people like felicia and my cg who helps me to kept my focus on Him and cast my worries aside. :)
on a lighter tone... i and timmo bought battlefield vietnam! i it think would knock my socks off (hopefully my aging computer doesnt gets knocked down by the heavy graphics instead).
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