on the tram. where i think.
Saturday, November 20, 2004
wake up my friend sometimes.. its weird how some people shrug off their partners just like that. like how you dust off the dirt off your shoulders. well.. news flash - they're not.
i dont get it...
there she is.. waiting on you all the time. doing stuff for you, caring for you.. even sacrificing her precious time to help you get through your somewhat pathetic problems.
and there you are.. shoving her away on the basis that she doesnt care enough for you.. that she doesnt bother to spend time with you.
you have no idea how capable we are of hurting someone deeply.
you should jolly well know which individual i'm referring to. i don't care if this entry pisses you off... cause i'm far more pissed off than that. and don't even think of saying again that i dont have the right to say this.. cause you don't even have the right mentality to spell the word 'rights'.
you should be happy that i'm not splashing your name on this screen. and its not because i'm afraid of bursting your capricious ego or tarnishing your sensitive reputation. but its because she still cares for you... despite what you've done.
sigh..dude.. having a girlfriend is a blessing from God that should be well kept.. not a privilege, not a prize trophy you bring about, not your servant.. but a blessing
don't worry if you think that i don't care about you as a friend anymore... because i'll keep praying for you. i'll keep praying for the day when God would just give you a wake-up smack in the head. Amen.
t