on the tram. where i think.
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Lord.. lend me your favour. Sigh.. life is so full of sacrifices. but i'm not regretting any of them. i just ponder over them.
i missed the epee masters because of the YEP to China. that i would never regret.. even if it were to cost a few years of my life. i want to do it again if theres a chance. but its seems that the word 'if' is going to be way bigger for next year. still want to do it again though.
on the 28th to 29th is the 2 day full-emmersion fencing camp. but again.. i'll have to miss it for the xmas cluster concert. and according to my coach.. these two absenties are pretty much going to cost me my place in the team for next year. i'm not regretting it.. just pondering over it.
well.. thankfully, God gave me chance to save myself tmr. i have to perform well in tmr's comp.. even though i havent touched my blade for the past three weeks. but God's there for me. :)
t