on the tram. where i think.
Saturday, February 12, 2005
times like these i so wanted to blog since forever.. but work, laziness and all keeps getting the better of me. with each passing day.. the stuff you want to write about keeps growing. o well.. here i am anyway.. trying to rem everything i once thought of.
to top the list.. its the third day of cny.. which has been rather ok for me. there was one thing i noticed this cny.. i noticed that as the young kids grow up.. they start to talk and interact less and less. before you know it.. there this invisible wall around each other. for example.. me and my cousins used to be like bestest the playmates. hide-n-seek, catching and more hide-n-seek. haha.. but now.. we've new playmates like xbox, ps2 and pool. kinda scary. so i'll definitely have to take note of that when i have kids and when they start growing up.
oh.. and saw feli and justin off. both were rather sad situations in which pple gave hugs and crying took place. to be honest.. i felt normal. but it wasnt until later.. that it all starts to kick in.. like 'oh no... all the people whom i can really confide and talk to are GONE.' sigh.. in fact.. i've come to realise that the number of friends i have whom i can really share my thoughts with is practically ZERO. o well.. i've still got God. :)
enough with the downside of life.. right now.. i facing a tough decision. looking at my desk.. theres the tempting wad of uncounted / unopened ang paos and beside it.. a thick stack of much abhorred calculus assingment. talking about crossroads. haha.
so far.. this songs keeps ringing in my head. foo fighters can really rock with emo and sense. esp the acoustic track. rox.
times like these
I'm a one way motorway
I'm a road that drives away and follows you back home
I'm a streetlight shining
a white light blinding bright, burning off and on
it's times like these you learn to live again
it's times like these you give and give again
it's times like these you learn to love again
it's times like these time and time again
I'm a new day rising
I'm a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight
but I'm a little divided
do I stay or run away and leave it all behind
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