on the tram. where i think.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

question of the day (part 2)

haha. the recent blog on the 'perfect-girl' issue was really totally unexpected. it was just my friend's quesiton i wanted to share.. and no sooner, everyone was like talking and asking about it. haha.. amusing.
anyway.. regarding X)'s (i cant believe i'm calling her that.. haha) question.. i dont really want to say much (i have a lot i would want to say) because it is kinda sensitive. and i know certain people who read this blog whom i might accidentally hurt/offend.. and i've slapped myself on the forehead way too many times for that.

but here's one thing from my written diary that i truly believe in..

life is a line. its a line ecthed in between the years of my life on my future tombstone: [1987 ~ God knows when..]
and this is no ordinary line. this line itself can mean so much. in terms of finding the other person.. it means keeping on a darn straight line. and this straight line leads all the way to God. so all i have to do is just walk that straight line towards God and keep on it. and i know that this straight line of mine has been plotted in such a way that it meets another straight line. and i'm quite sure i would know what this other line means. once they meet, its going to continue to move in a straight line towards God.

how long will it take for both lines to meet? i will never know. can't wait? sure.. i can always jump of the straight line and have my path cross a few other lines. but in the end, is it going to lead to God? or just to some never-ending crappy path that goes on and on.. sooner or later, i have to realise that i've strayed way too far from that one straight line. and the only way for me to meet the other straight line and keep to God.. is to keep to my very own straight line.

so for now, its just a matter of waiting, walking straight and praying for the other person that she'll be strong in walking her line.

t