on the tram. where i think.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
celebrate love when i was praying last night.. i realised the reason that i was unhappy and grouchy was because of myself. haha.. i think its always been. i realised that upon reflecting on the phrase one man's itch, another man's pain.
if there's someone out there who can take much more of the hardship and unfairness that i've been facing.. why on earth am i whining and sulking? somehow, i have forgetten that God didnt bestow upon me the spirit of timidity.. but he bestowed the spirit power, love and i think the third one is self-discipline.
so looking on the better side of life.. i've been learning.. and that's priceless to me.
vday today was just weird.. my parents made me sit and listen to them teach me about relationships. my dad even shocked me to bits by saying super shallow stuff like.. "you should go for a girl with nice legs.." (!?!?!?!) only guys like yunxiang would say something like that!! my mom did no better by sharing her theory that if a girl allows you to hold her hand for more than 7 seconds.. than you stand a chance with her. i seriously hope to God they were joking. good thing i could sneak away the moment they started to argue over another lame theory that i couldnt be bothered to listen to. yes. i love my parents still.
and i also realised that results are coming out. i'd be lying if i said i wasnt suffering from insomnia due to scary thoughts about it. but all in all.. whatever the results.. i'm gonna make my parents proud in due time.
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