Sunday, February 19, 2006
i was thinking if God gave me a choice to be either blind or deaf.. i'd rather choose to be blind. no doubt about that. it has always been a nightmare to think of myself going deaf. it doesnt matter if i'm blind.. just a little inconvenience caused. but if i become deaf.. i won't be able to listen to the music i love, hear myself play the guitar, feel the voices of people i care for. silence. cant imagine.
i thought about that because this morning when i woke up.. i couldnt hear anything at all. i freaked out a bit. and it happened again in church today. sigh.. i'm really really scared.
t