on the tram. where i think.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

do you know what you are getting yourself into?

on 19th march 2006. i recieved a revelation. i NEED to be a single-eyed Christian. its so hard. so hard. but so true. the way i see it.. its the only way to fufillment. to come clean.. i may not be what i seem to be sometimes.. i act and pretent to be a better person... sometimes i hide things so well with a smile. i hate it. sure, it seems to help my life look a lot cooler, but downside is that it adds on to my spiritual burden. i dont want to reach a point where i can't hold up that load anymore. God forbid.. but i can't imagine how i would turn out should that happen. a callous, hapless and given-up duane? so this is my new long term goal - a bona fide duane.

I'm getting into you
Because you got to me
In a way words can't describe
I'm getting into you
Because I've got to be
You're essential to survive
I'm going to love you with my life

When I made up my mind
And my heart along with that
To live not for myself
But yet for God
Somebody said

"Do you know what you are getting yourself into? "

When I finally ironed out
All of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me unsure of these
Things I ask myself
I ask myself

"Do you know what you are getting yourself into? "

When he looked at me and said
"I kind of view you as a son"
And for a second our eyes met
And I met that with a question

"Do you know what you are getting yourself into? "

I've been a liar and I'll never amount to
The kind of person you deserve to worship you
You say you will not dwell on what I did but rather what I do
You say

"I love you and that's what you are getting yourself into"

~

t