Tuesday, April 04, 2006
3 days left
wow. it was just like yesterday when i told myself that army would be a far away thing. poof. now its only 3 days away. well.. i cant say that i'm ready. i havent cut my hair, bought army stuff or packed my bag. haha.. that is so me.
so.. its something i've always looked forward to. i always wanted to experience that life as an army cadet. always wanted to shave my head. my parents, for some reason, would allow piercings but would never allow shaving of head. well.. here's my chance. ;)
was at meridian hotel the last two days where yao field and i just chilled out in the sweet suite my dad booked. in a nutshell.. we did every enjoyable thing possible before we could lose the chance to do so when enlisted. haha thanks guys for the fun.
back to army issues. i was thinking about verbal profanities. everyone has been telling me about it. i know and expect it to be a significant part of my army life. not to mention that i've been rather shocked to see most of my friends coming out of camp with a much rougher use of language. it can get tough keeping to a straight line when it comes to peer influence or full 'culture' submersion. but its never impossible.
i had my fair share of such profanities in my years at boys school.. and i dont see the worth of going back to where i begun. i cant be sure if i'll ever stay perfect in these two years... but i've promised God to keep my words edifying and pure.. and should i ever break the commitment, i pray that i'll be senstitive to it and ask for forgiveness. really hope it works.
meiyi - oh right. haha. nope.. it was preschool thensteffy - seriously.. if you told me about the trip way before you left.. i really would have considered it. haha.. too bad for meesmond - thanks man, you stay strong too. hope to see you at cg real soon manjoyce - hey! haha. i resent that. you dont even know whats going ondan - ah well.. someone you wouldnt know. ;)
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