on the tram. where i think.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

i'm feeling rather weak inside. my grandma isn't as strong as she used to be. its times like these that i just want to commit more time.. but i cant.. because i'm only given 1 and a half days of the week to do so. each time i pray.. its almost like a plea for more time. i want to make her feel happy and let her know that i want to be there with her.
so what if i can charge up the knoll leading 27 other soldiers with psyched aggression. its been quite a facade. i still feel so weak inside.

thinking happy thoughts, i can start going back to church and maybe cell more often. thank God for e learning.

t