Saturday, December 16, 2006
times like these
my mother. my overworried mother. now even i am worried for her for worrying too much. people my age have parents who push them to study/work harder. but no.. my mom already has premonitions of me ending up like my 40 plus bachelor uncle.
"duane.. i think you're too shy..""no i'm not""yes you are""no i'm not""ok then.. approach that girl over there and get her number""!?"
t
Sunday, December 03, 2006
bang
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abstracts..
Monday, 131106, 0339,going to the airport has always been a happy thing for me. kinda different this time. and now.. the officers are chatting up on all the pretty air stewardess in the front cabin. just how can i get that glass of water. but hey.. at least i've got the whole row of seats to myself.. and sitting right beside the window. love love love watching the skies outside... Thursday, 161106, 2246the survivors creed - 'for one to survive, one must die. the survivor's preservation takes precedence over all humanitarian principles..' erm.. thanks.. but no thanks.. Saturday. 181106, 0433and what do you know.. what we've been training for.. waiting for.. its here. the start of the long nine days..Thursday, 231106, 1608here's a given scenario. its quiet. dark. serene. and alone. i cant help it. with all these silence.. my mind is overflowing with thoughts. whenever i think about things, its either when i'm busy, or taking a walk home with music down my ears. this time.. its just.. nothing. i can pratically hear, see.. feel my thoughts. its so quiet. its so surreal that i feel sad when i think sad thoughts, and laugh when i recall the funny images in my mind... almost like see my whole life flash by in a blurFriday, 241106, 1640to-eat list..carl's juniorbeef ball noodlesfruit punch..ben and jerry's (i'm already a laughing stock of the platoon due to the fact that i've never eaten that before.. and thanks to stuart who has been listing out the 1001++ flavours that they actually have)apple cidersataypasta..Saturday, 261106, 0327ok.. i admit it. i miss home. i've taken things back home for granted... i've learned.. i've conquered.. i've wisened up a bit.. now time to go home.hm.. what can i say.. well.. to sum it up - i sure do have nice stories to share about now.
***happy birthday bro! hope i've always been the brother you always needed
now tell me.. what else beats the feeling you get when you return home from a long tiring trip.. and to see the xmas decorations decked up and looking pretty. :)
t