Wednesday, May 30, 2007
what i've learnt today.
was doing a case study..
some of the many phonecall transcripts..
"..Babe? I.. er.. I love (inaudible).. My plane has been hijacked.. They forced their way into the cockpit."
"Mark, I love you, too."
".. and please tell the boys that I love them.. that I always.. always (inaudible).."
"Gloria (inaudible).."
"I'm fine Mom.. just know that I love you okay?"
"I love you so so much.. you know that?"
"Just know that mommy loves you alright? Remember that. Mommy loves you."
"If they manage to.. Oh God.. you know.. I love you. Bye."
"I love you"
so i want to write and say so much about what my thoughts are. as much as that emo kid who just slashed her wrists. or the boyfriend who's waiting outside with a mindful of excuses and apologies. or the husband who's been pining for that one peaceful dinner with his wife. or the flared up father who's been waiting in the living during past-curfew hours.
But sometimes, as you can tell, it's only until when we mere humans are stripped bare of hope and dignity and pride and ego.. that we minus the words and go straight to what the heart speaks. It's sad.
so for today, i'd like to write less and just express three words as an advice to the hard armoured human race..
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cut the chase
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oh. and i love you.
t
Sunday, May 27, 2007
move
currently. i'm not too hyped up about the moving part. i mean.. i'm really fine with where i am now. cool neighbours and all. and of course my beloved room with my adored guitars and my precious music and my must-have bed. (not to mentioned that i painstakingly designed my own room!) yeah sure, all that can move with me.. but when i think about it.. its the location man. besides i dont think i'm the bukit timah/town kinda person. i like playing soccer at the nearby void decks. run to the opposite mama shop. you know.. at least i can relate to 90% of the population.
but my mom said that she prayed for it and God definitely has been pointing into that direction. touche.
t
Thursday, May 24, 2007
today i was trying hard to explain things and bring a point across.
then i said, "come on. take this song"
now i am contemplating why i said that
its remarkable how accidental words can sometimes turn out rather beautiful
..at least thats what i feel
t
Friday, May 11, 2007
moment i got home, my dad insisted in immediately installing the webcam he bought for me. truth be told, i was never a fan of such stuff.. let alone have the least interest. but still.. he insisted. and to top it off.. there was a COLOSSAL problem in the installing and configuring (so much for plug'n'play). he didnt even want to leave till i got it fixed. 2 hours later, it finally worked fine which appeased my dad. haha.
played around and d/led skype. you what do you know.. i'm starting to like it! haha. pretty cool gadget. the question is.. who else on earth i know have a web cam??
tsk.. another white elephant.
t
Sunday, May 06, 2007
a child
apparently i have offended some people with my previous entry. because i made them feel old. my sincere apologies.
so here's a list of things you might wanna do to patch things up and make yourself (feel) younger.
** warning: the following might be dangerous, piss others off or just plain stupid.**
but then i suppose thats what makes a child doesn't it?1) When shopping with your other half at the mall, run away from him/her. Then get him/her into a finding frenzy.
2) Give yourself a gold star for everything you do today
3) Sing into your hairbrush
4) Grow a milk mustache
5) Read the comic strips and throw the rest of the papers away
6) Dunk your cookies
7) Play a game where you make up the rules as you go along.
8) Open a pack of cupcakes and give one to a friend even though you want both.
9) Step carefully over sidewalk cracks while walking home.
10) Refuse to eat crusts
11) Make a face the next time somebody tells you "no"
12) Ask "Why? a lot
13) Believe in fairy tales
14) Have someone read you a story
15) Eat dessert first
16) Wear your favorite shirt with your favorite pants even if they don't match
17) Hide your vegetables.
18) Find some pretty stones and save them
19) Walk barefoot in wet grass
20) Giggle at artistic nude statues.
21) Make cool screeching noises every time you turn a corner.
22) Take a running jump over a big puddle
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) Stir ice-cream flavours together
24) Do that tap-someone-on-the-shoulder-while-you-stand-on-their-opposite-side-and-they-turn-around-and-no-one's-there thing
25) Enjoy your all-time favorite candy-bar. Well.. Just forget about the word calories.
26) Put an orange slice in your mouth, peel side out, and smile at people
27) Say your bedtime prayers beside the bed.
28) Buy yourself a helium balloon along orchard road.
29) Make somebody laugh just when they start to drink something
30) Make an invisible friend
31) Give people nicknames
32) Race and then argue about who ran the fastest.
33) Have a best friend. And a bestest friend. And a bestestest friend.
34) Stand at the fast-food counter and eeny-meeny-miney-mo the menu
35) Get a friend to do the “magical-thumb-removal”. Then act amazed.
36) Got a scrape or bruise? Get someone to kiss it away.
37) You don’t promise. Instead, you “cross-my-heart-and-hope-to-die.”
38) Spin around, get dizzy and fall down. Laugh a bit maybe.
39) Lie with your fingers were crossed.
40) Consider ice cream as a basic food group.
And finally my personal favourite..
41) Lie on your back in a field and look at pictures in the clouds.
t